Letters To My Ex by Cici. B

Author:Cici. B [B, Cici.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: The Crimson Kiss
Published: 2016-04-24T18:00:00+00:00

if only he knew just how many

nights I would close my eyes

and pray to UnLove him…

if only he knew.

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It’s been a little over a year…

and it’s crazy because even though I feel like being in a whole new city did do me some good, I feel like a part of me is still wandering and I still can’t help but blame you. I don’t know how to let go of this anger.

I’ve been doing the whole “take time out for myself” thing for the last year and I thought that getting out of this city would free me and that I would discover a fresh and new me, and that when I came back I would be stronger than ever… and for the most part leaving did free me in some way, but now that I’m back here, back home in this city…

It’s as if I’m right back at square one.

I drove past our old place today and had to pull my car over to the side of the road because a flood of fucking tears poured out of me without warning. I was so mad at myself. I’m still mad at myself. I just want to be over you already, that’s all that I want. This is stupid. I feel stupid. Why am I still having random emotional breakdowns over a man who’s probably somewhere laid up with some new chick getting his dick sucked as usual, and not thinking about me at all? And why does just the thought of that still bother my soul? Why?

This is stupid.

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